My fears.

Im scared of losing someone i love. I dred the day that comes when someone in my family dies. I cannot imange what it is going to be like to live without them.

Im scared of haunted houses. I have only been to one once in my intire life but it was one of the most frighting things that has ever happened to me. I was crying the whole time i was there. Even though everyone there was dressed up and it was all fake.....it felt so real. I felt like i was in a scary movie.

Im scared of spidars. When i see one, i wont even dare to kill it. Just the thought of them freaks me out. Im scared of them crawling all over me.

Im scared of clowns. When i was younger i used to love clowns and i thought they were funny. Then i rented the movie " IT" and watched it and ever sense then clowns freak me out more then anything. Im scared of clowns chasing me in my dreams.

Im scared of my own dreams. Im scared one of them will come true and actually happen.

Im scared of not living up to my own expectations, that i will not become as good as i could be.

Im scared of dissapointing the people i love and care about.

Im scared of growing up. Have to decide what college i want to go to. what i want to do with the rest of my life. live on my own. make my own choices.

These are the things that i fear most.

Never STOP Loving!

What is love? I think love is different for everyone. i think that everyone has there own meaning of what love is. There is boyfriend and girlfriend love. There is husband and wife love. There is brother and sister love. There is father and son love. There is best friend love. And the list goes on......

The love i know is when i am having a hard time, my parents are always there. When i am hanging out with my sister, she is making me laugh harder then i ever have. When i am holding my niece and playing with her, she is smiling back at me. When i need help with my math homework, my sister is there to help. That is the love i am filmiller with. That is the love that i love.

But like i said everyone has there own meaning of love.