Direct Orders

Rock out like you are you are the only person at a concert. It is your favorite band. Your the only one. You are the only one in the world right now. You can feel the music and you dont care about anything right now or about who is watching you when you start dancing. You wouldnt give this moment away for anything.

If only concert were really like this when you went to them.
But theyre not......In reality you do worry about weather you should dance to the music or not because you are worried about who is watching you.

But in ways it is good that there are so many people at concerts because if the crowd of people gets really into and is fun then it makes the show more enjoyable for you. It makes you get more into it. The crowd and all the people set a certain vibe and atmosphere. That is half the fun.

Rock out like your the only one in your car and there are no other cars on the road. I dance in the car a lot. With mybest friend. my sister. even my mom sometimes.......
( This is kinda going off track) but some of my favorite memories with my friends and family are dancing and goofing off in the car to our favorite songs.

Death

 

 

 

 

I wonder when i will die and what age i will be and how ?

Death is a strange thing to think about. Im not really afraid to die but then again i am because i love life so much. I dont really know what to say in this post. live in a way that when you die you have no regerts. So you dont look back and think i wish this or that about something.

 

 

Life

 

 

 

All i can say about life is....ENJOY IT!!!!

Why worry about stupid things that dont matter your whole life that wont matter in the end when it is all over? If you worry your whole life about what people think or how you look etc. then chances are you wont be as happy as you could be. If you just enjoy life and not let dumb things bother you then you will enjoy life a lot more. I know this from experince.

 

I used to worry about what everyone would think about me in every little thing that i did and now i just dont care because no matter how you act , you are not going to please everyone around you. what may be right or cool to you may not be to the person next to you so why care?

 

Just enjoy life. Enjoy family. Enjoy friends. Enjoy school even if you hate it. Enjoy laughing. Enjoy everything that life has to offer. Take any chance you get. Live your life to the fullest. Dont hold back and then regret it later. I love life.

Thoughts that run through my mind

What is on my mind? What am i thinking about this very second?
This is what i am thinking right now.........
How come i only work once this whole week? Give me more hours!!!
Is tomorrow only tuesday?
 I think i am going to watch friends tonight before i go to bed!
The sub in math was horrible .......she had no idea what she was doing.

 

This is not a very good writing post, can i start over?

Im thinking about you like clocks think about time and suns think about shine.

Im thinkin about you like noodles think about sauce and teeth think about floss.

Im thinkin about you like shampoo thinks of condtioner and rain thinks about hitting the ground.

 

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My fears.

Im scared of losing someone i love. I dred the day that comes when someone in my family dies. I cannot imange what it is going to be like to live without them.

Im scared of haunted houses. I have only been to one once in my intire life but it was one of the most frighting things that has ever happened to me. I was crying the whole time i was there. Even though everyone there was dressed up and it was all fake.....it felt so real. I felt like i was in a scary movie.

Im scared of spidars. When i see one, i wont even dare to kill it. Just the thought of them freaks me out. Im scared of them crawling all over me.

Im scared of clowns. When i was younger i used to love clowns and i thought they were funny. Then i rented the movie " IT" and watched it and ever sense then clowns freak me out more then anything. Im scared of clowns chasing me in my dreams.

Im scared of my own dreams. Im scared one of them will come true and actually happen.

Im scared of not living up to my own expectations, that i will not become as good as i could be.

Im scared of dissapointing the people i love and care about.

Im scared of growing up. Have to decide what college i want to go to. what i want to do with the rest of my life. live on my own. make my own choices.

These are the things that i fear most.

Never STOP Loving!

What is love? I think love is different for everyone. i think that everyone has there own meaning of what love is. There is boyfriend and girlfriend love. There is husband and wife love. There is brother and sister love. There is father and son love. There is best friend love. And the list goes on......

The love i know is when i am having a hard time, my parents are always there. When i am hanging out with my sister, she is making me laugh harder then i ever have. When i am holding my niece and playing with her, she is smiling back at me. When i need help with my math homework, my sister is there to help. That is the love i am filmiller with. That is the love that i love.

But like i said everyone has there own meaning of love.